Contrary\'s theory lyrics

I don't believe in justice
Just believe in the sun and in you.
When i said i's very tired
Someone said 'life's beautiful'
But life showed me the contrary
Yeah, life showed me its darkest side
Made me hate all i should love
Painted my eyes in a colour i dislike
I remember the days i won
I thought they were poor days
But now i know
How, how good they were
Cause everything's going wrong
I can't even play with my head
And it seems the more i live
The less i forget the past
Words of freedom
Cleaning all but me

Yellow hair,
Hope you could hear me
You'd take me from this fear
And this pain
Pain - i hate this word
Pain - i hate this word
Pain - i hate this word