Just a memory lyrics

I've run around in this small city called Seoul without stopping.
When I turn around to look at what's left from my life I look for what I've losted in myself
My life has turned to this beat and inside my life's monolouge,
deep inside of my heart there's a confession I must make
My mind has already crumbled apart and is filled with useless ideas of luxury and vanity.
I've lost all innnocence.
And it was just yesterday that I hated being the youngest.
Suddenly the weight on my shoulders gets heavier.
My family, my company is watching me and when I think of all those thousands of moving people
I move quickly as to not let down their expectation.
The dream to be an adult without worries is all in my childhood past.
Sometimes... I miss those times
I've been running a long time
I'm inside this burning thornbush
I move my body onto this train of memories and run. I want peace in my heart
I've run my life out of breath and headed towards the pits.
I swallow my tears and overcome my memories.
Sometimes, so cruelly, only the memories I want to forget surface.
After enduring so many mistakes and learning from them I've come to be 25 now.
I debuted at such a young age and my fragile heart has been scared.
There's loneliness and tenderness in the crowd
I went to delete all of my memory
I like to work, and slowly I throw myself into it. Slowly I've changing, I'm fading away.
Now this music business has filled my luxurious heart
The promise I made to myself in the beginning is deteriotating. I'm changing.
But I get myself back together and slowly I take control of myself.
Once again I use my own power for those who have rooted me on.
I've been running a long time
I'm inside this burning thornbush
I move my body onto this train of memories and run. I want peace in my heart